5 "Trust in the Lord with all your strength and lean not on your own understanding;
6 in all your ways acknowledge Him and He will make your paths straight."
Do you know what it is to truly rely on God with all you are? Yeah, I don't either . . . 100% that is. At the moment I'm learning rather quickly though, desperately clinging to Him because He's the only thing that is constant in my life right now. You know that? He is SO constant, understanding, warm, a great hug giver and truly the best friend of best friends. Without Him I am nothing, I have nothing, no one, and no hope for tomorrow. Even in the summertime downpour of complications and trials, He will never leave my side. I find that so amazing, I am so not even worth His time! He has a contrary opinion, however, and for that I am ever so glad.
Lately I have been writing songs right and left. It's been a GOOD week. Okay, so over the past five years (when I actually started writing songs hardcore) I've written 17 songs. Now, not all of them have music (in fact only one does) and I'm not 100% happy with all of every single one . . . but still, 17 songs! Who knows, maybe songwriting is where I'm supposed to be. I have always loved to sing. (Speaking of which, if you're on my MySpace friend's list I just put up a *gasp* video of me singing "Heart's Song" it's not half bad, in my humble opinion. ;] (Vocals wise . . . the video is poo, ha!) It's in my blog, go check it out?)
That's just my problem, though, I love to sing, write, act, and photograph. Journalism isn't so bad either . . . it's just complicated and I need God to bonk me on the head or shove me in the direction I need to be, because I still don't have a clue, Ha!
Alright, there's nothing really more for me to say since my life is rather at a lull right now and I'm just waiting. I've been doing quite a bit of cleaning out of junk from my room, that's good. Uhm, right! I have some "topics" all written down on a napkin (yes, it was the closest thing at the time, okay? x]) That I will soon be bringing out and unleashing on all of you, that should be fun.
Now for just a bit more fun for all of you, my latest Photoshop endeavor/photoshoot of me!:
That's right, I have many different faces. Oh dear goodness me . . . what you get when you leave Mallory alone with her camera for too long. (Yes, I know it happens quite often, that's not the point, really!) I think I really like the one where I'm pulling my ear and my tongue is sticking out? How about you let me know which one you like best? (You can see the big version at my MySpace!)
Peace + LOVE,
Me
